Pete

*

*

Anywhere I go, the songs follow me.

The man was a giant to my five-year-old eyes.

Tall and skinny, with a long-neck banjo

he threw his head back and sang,

hopped like a cricket around the stage.

*

Camp songs carried his imprint.

We told Aunt Rhody

her goose was dead. The Midnight

special kept shining its light.

While he was blacklisted,

his songs rang like the hammer.

*

And then it was all about

overcoming, and equality

and bringing ‘em home

from Vietnam. We were

singing. I taught his songs

to the next generation.

*

How we all came together

on the river, once sewer water,

then a swimming pool.

The songs sailed up and down

the Hudson, sailing on into

choruses while he swapped songs

by the Sloop Club’s wood stove.

*

Handing down clothes to his

granddaughter, visits to

the log cabin above the river,

cowering under Toshi’s gimlet eye

her sharp words, no nonsense

for her who managed it all.

*

The song of a man threaded music

in silver strands through my living days,

the score of a life of giving

a shining pattern of humility and power.

Spiral

*

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*

On the spiral of life, on the rising side

I’ve rested in heavenly peace

The downward swing, an ocean tide

When pain and anger beg release

*

On the spiral of life, in arms of prayer

My soul’s Companion rests within

Or sinking, enters hollow nights, where

solitude and sorrow win

One Saturday

*

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*

I sing the joy of free

Of an empty day

A Fuji apple sliced

A cup of rooibos tea

*

I sing the joy of made

Of plum batik cloth

A humming thread

Pieced squares into braid

*

I sing the joy of sun

Of a window warm

New book on lap

Answering to no one

Alone…

*

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*

lets peace in the door

it weaves around chair legs

rises like incense smoke

softens sharp edges

*

Alone

lets silence illumine each room

filtered from skylights

it glows iridescent in darkness

pulsing sparks of light

*

Alone leaves no one for fixing

loose faucet, gas leak

broken step, poison ivy

the handyman moved away

*

Alone is uncut lawn, untrimmed edges

a house that accuses

a yard that demands

an ant trail in the workroom

*

Alone

despite it all, is a river

peacefully flowing

silently glowing, a breath

from once upon a time

River’s Lock

*

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*

Tears not cried gather

in a river behind a lock’s

rusted gate

Years of tears held back

because the time was wrong

to grieve parent, home, pet,

choices, words unsaid

(tears) retained, condensed

*

In a river behind a lock’s

rusted gate

salt tears gather, grow

stagnant, back up as

algae blooms, duckweed too

Water level rises

Rusted bars strain and groan

seeping green ooze

*

Years of tears held back

because the time was wrong

a lesson in repression taught

learned too well

feelings buried

fears of hurt or anger

held like a punch to the gut

against repercussions

*

To grieve parent, home, pet,

choices, words unsaid,

unshed tears collect

swirls of green slime, finally

the bars splinter, crack

open to release seventy

gushing, surging,

years of tears