OM Magic

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Zuri, 8 weeks old

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I have a new kitten.  She’s half Bengal mom, half undetermined dad, and of a sweet disposition.  She’s only 8 weeks old, just a baby, but she’s adjusting well to her new home here.  I can’t say the same for my older cat, but he’s coming along. 

It’s my practice to chant OM with a recording of Tibetan monks before I meditate.  This morning I sat down to meditate, and the new kitten, Zuri, was also on the bed playing in her cat cave.

When I started to chant, she came and lay down next to me.  After a few rounds, she closed her eyes.  A few more rounds went by, and she crawled into my lap. 

I’m wondering what drew her in.  Was it the power of the syllable OM, the first sound?  Was it the vibration of the deep voices?  Or maybe she just thought I was purring?

It was a high moment of spirit and connection for me, that an animal would react in such a way to chanting and meditation.   I’m curious to see if it repeats tomorrow morning.

Salvage

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dead deer

roadside rot

flies hum

thin May sun

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bird alights

oiled black plumes

disposer

of carcasses

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jagged wings

patrol aloft

eyes sharp sharp

scent, beak

humble

feathered toiler

bare crinkled head

putrid breath

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recognize

its rightful place

beloved of God

black bird of dark doings

recycler of life

blessed necessity

sweeps circles

cloud high

Starlings

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I’m not a big fan of starlings.  They are invaders who displace our native birds.  Starlings are messy, noisy, and travel in huge flocks.  You may have seen their amoeba-like acrobatics in the sky.  For the starlings’ takeover on the American continent, we can blame Eugene Schieffelin, a pharmaceutical manufacturer, who imported sixty starlings from Europe and released them in Central Park on March 6, 1890.

Schieffelin was a great admirer of Shakespeare, and he also loved birds.  He, along with other members of the American Acclimatization Society, thought it would be a great idea to bring all the birds mentioned in Shakespeare’s poems and plays to live in the New World.  Big mistake.

The starlings liked Central Park.  In fact, they liked most of North America.  Other imports, such as nightingales and skylarks, hadn’t fared well.  But the starlings survived and multiplied.  The birds have a beak that allows them to pry for food in the soil, even during the winter.  Thus, they don’t have to migrate, and since they’ve never left for warmer climes, the starlings have the first pick of the best nesting places.

Which brings me to the pair of starlings who decided that the best place for their nest was the aluminum tube that vents the hot air from my clothes dryer.  The outlet for this tube is located on the top floor of this house.  The circular opening was covered by a small plastic box with a flap.  No deterrent for these birds.

I first noticed the situation when I was making my bed one morning.  There was a skittering, scratching noise coming from the tube leading out of the dryer.  “Oh, no,” I thought.  “More mice.”  When I banged on the tube, the creature sounds stopped, but some sort of something fell down inside the tube. 

This procedure continued periodically, whenever I was home and heard the noises.  I’d bang, the noise would stop, and stuff inside the pipe would tinkle and rattle further down. 

One time when I shook the tube, a bird flew out and hovered in front of my window.  We glared at each other for several seconds.  “Starlings!” I muttered and notified the landlord.

To replace the outside vent, it was necessary to climb a tall ladder to the second story of the house.  The landlord brought his ladder over, as well as a new slatted vent that looked a bit like a cage.  Before installing the new vent, he cleaned out the tube.  The birds had brought in a large pile of pine needles that was mixed in with some gray dryer lint.  Among the pine needles was one blue egg. 

I collected all the nesting material, marveling at the amount of pine needles the birds had brought in.  I suspected that every time I banged on the tube, their nest-in-progress fell apart, so they had to start over.  When I dumped the nest material in the woods, I did feel a small pang of regret, especially about the egg that wouldn’t hatch after all the birds’ hard work.  Still, I didn’t feel sorry for long.  They were starlings, after all.

The Meek Shall Inherit…

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young  female

learned meekness early

heard

you may think whatever you like

but you may not say it

let

her opinions die unformed

sat

silent in AP English while

boys expounded

 mute

overridden, interrupted, ignored

feared

love withheld

this meek one

inherited meek

not the earth

confidence

self-worth

only

only

meek

Imparted

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for Michelle

oh, how you wept

telling how your mother

refused to accept

your love for girls

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she sent you away

for conversion therapy

electroshock and solitary

she prayed for you each day

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you left Texas after high school

moved to the Coast

broken-hearted, the cruel

years trained you tough

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surgeons fixed your heart

implanted a pig’s part

you fixed your direction

to heal your soul’s separation 

World Dance Day

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Governments of all earth’s countries

declare an international holiday

no work for three hours

while everyone dances

 joy overflows up into the Higher Realms

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Krishna does the merengue with Guadalupe

Hafiz twists again (like he did last summer)

Mary Magdalene teaches Yeshua how to salsa

The twelve disciples do the Lindy hop

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Waltz, hasapiko, polka, hora, kazatski, hula

sing, sway, swing, tap,

grudges and disagreements dissipate

like fog in sunshine, forgotten

rhythmic feet alter memory and time

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A Mother

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mine took charge

she ran the preschool office

kept the accounts, did taxes

organized the family social life

cooked fabulous meals for guests

dressed in a sari

when no one else did,

(unless you were from India)

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she told me about birth,

demonstrating with a rubber band

she gave me her opinion on

contraceptive methods

she discouraged me from cheerleading

encouraged me to learn guitar

sent me off to summer school at college

instead of summer camp

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she was emotionally distant

deferred to my father’s needs

never stopped smoking

during breast cancer

shriveled up and passed away

while passing on her wanderlust,

passion for Durrell and forties swing

her eyebrows

and her pen

4.8

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first the plates slip

a crack, a rattle

reliable solid turns traitor

shivers beneath feet

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helpless on soil, asphalt, gravel

we walk above dreaming trust

shudders or rolls or splits

blizzards and hurricanes warn

but not these, sudden

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hearts leap and flutter

a moment aware, vulnerable

tiny creatures rearrange the crust

unmindful of the roiling, boiling

center below

In his closet

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left side

his wedding suit, charcoal pinstripe

slate blue business suit

navy jacket, no matching slacks

one tweed jacket, brown and pine green

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These suits, the dress shoes,

the waterproof rain pants, the silk

handkerchiefs, long underwear

What use have they now,

now his work is past,

his history misty and dissolving

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He breathes and moves

dressed in sweatpants, t-shirts

every garment labeled,

all stuffed in a narrow cabinet

next to a bed that goes up or down

the window there doesn’t open

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He won’t be in this house again

yet his clothes reside in the closet

insist on his absence with questions

that trap me between there and here

pressed dark and stifled