Overcast

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early morning

two birds in silhouette

beneath the big pine

wings outspread,

barely moving

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left side bird is larger

right side bird wobbles its wings

Crows’ strange mating ritual?

A standoff between two males?

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I stare, squint and puzzle

the brain adjusts the shadows

that become the heads

of two deer resting–

wing-shaped ears

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The armed soldier

is a sharecropper

mourning two sons

The immigrant cleaner

taught calculus

in her home country

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To question our brains’

perception–what

we think we see, know

truth lies deeper

Why Short Hair (at 15 breaths per minute)

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-wash it 2 or 3 times a week…..45 minutes, 675 breaths

-blow dry after wash…………….60 minutes, 900 breaths

-get haircuts……………………….30 minutes, 450 breaths

-get it permed……………………..90 minutes, 1350 breaths

-get highlights……………………..90 minutes, 1350 breaths

-check appearance daily in any

reflective surface…………………10 minutes, 150 breaths

-thinking about it daily.…………10 minutes, 150 breaths

Cat Dance at Midnight

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Bow to your partner, cuff her ear

Pounce on her tail, circle to the rear

Dos-si-dos, dodge and bite

Allemand left, kick to the right

Swing your partner upside down

One leap forward, turn around

Break apart, hiss and glare

Lick your fur, crouch and stare

Flick your tail, prepare to run

Then–

Stalk away as if you’ve won

Cat Time

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Awaken before first light

Consider:

cat asleep between knees

Disturb her to pee

or try to sleep again?

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Awaken before choosing:

surrender to stormy skies?

Trust the overgrown path?

How to know right,

left to the light

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Awaken before dying:

Is it possible?

warm in honeyed amber

puff of cotton fiber

breathe in waves

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Awaken in the present

where cats live

Now eat now sleep now

Climb the windowsill,

make holes in the screen

Can you see?

Out

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She took it all out

the good doctor did

baby-making equipment

inactive for years

now a threat of disease

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gone—those parts

that connected me

(forever)

to a boy and girl

parents themselves

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Who am I now?

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She took it all out

hoisted up the sagging bits

with sutures and ligaments

curving this torso like a shrimp

pink, bruised purple and green

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seven short incisions

only one gives the pain

that should accompany

such a loss

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What am I now?

When I was Beautiful

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my skin shone smooth and brown

I moved with thoughtless ease

grew my hair long and frizzy

wore skirts that skimmed my legs

sensuous as ribbons

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When I was beautiful

I thought sex might be love,

and love was elusive

my feet danced in circles

with an ignorant heartbeat

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When I was beautiful

I thought backward

to a slim gray cat

in a motherless home

holding a stone of grief

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When I was beautiful

I lived within the sound of waves

winter sunlight, summer fog

a harpist played next door

each morning a revelation

Who Is There?

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Feather silk sigh

Grass-scent                       wild

Rose petal         snow

Lift heart               lift breath

Hum becomes skin

whisper                sing in air

Time windfall

Nothing time

Spark of light

Blue spark         black spark

No need                                

all            given

What I want to say to my grandchildren

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Your life-being is a garden.

 Your spirit is the gardener.

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Build a fence around your garden.

Imagine it: curling wrought iron,

split rail, chain link.

Make it unbreakable.

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Be sure to put in a gate.

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You choose what to plant:

vegetables that nourish the body?

fruit trees for life’s sweetness?

flowers to pleasure the soul?

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You decide who can come in.

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Will you open the gate

to Fear and Doubt?

They may dig up your seeds.

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Will you let Worry

Into your garden?

She may spoil the flowers

and chew up the leaves.

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What about Criticism

and Judgement?

Like a hailstorm

they can destroy everything.

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Others you may invite to stay:

Joy in her bonnet of fireflies

Love with its scarlet ladybugs. Peace,

sleeping under the squash leaves.

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So, beloveds, remember:

You are the gardener.

You

choose

who

comes

in.

the airy fairy

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the airy fairy

flies between earth and sky

her wings are unrolled parchment scrolls

her breath sparks the wind

she knows the holy spirit

she navigates the realms of light

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the airy fairy

believes in subtle signs

she converses with trees

tells jokes to the sparrows

scents her tree house

with spikenard and sandalwood

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the airy fairy

reads the earth with her fingertips

speaks the language of stars

she is made of sunlight

her creations effervesce

joy is her birthright