The Manor House: A Tale of Two Ghosts

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Dear Readers and Followers: Recently I reread this novella that I wrote some years ago. I liked it so much that I decided to share it here in the blog. I hope you enjoy the read, and do please post comments. Thank you for reading!

Chapter 1: Arrival

            The Manor House was considered beautiful in its time.  Now it is a relic.  The rippling glass in the windows bends the sunlight into bright splotches on the wide plank floor.  Teresa stands in the parlor, waiting for Miss. Micklewhite to produce a room key from the jumble in her desk drawer.  Beyond the waving window glass Teresa can see the pebbled drive, the car park, and the rise of the steep road that led up this hill from the tacky beach town below.

            Teresa found the Manor House on the Internet.  She was looking for an inexpensive hotel near the sea in Cornwall or Devonshire.  While Cornwall had the attractions of the touristy sea towns like Fowey, and Tintagel Castle, Devonshire had the moors.  Teresa, on booking the room for a week, even had a brief fantasy about riding a horse across the moor.  This was the very same land of Jamaica Inn fame, and chilling stories of smugglers and pirates.

            Key in hand, Teresa hitches up her bag and walks around to the back of the Manor House.  Here are several additions, and in one is her suite.  There is a tiny living room, and a galley kitchen.  Up a spiral staircase are a bath and a bedroom with sloping ceilings.  Dropping her bag on a chair, Teresa opens the window and breathes in.  She can smell the oily saltiness of sea air and, from below, the rich odor of newly turned earth.  She sees a garden with paths, a bench, and even a gardener wearing a smashed felt hat and smoking a pipe.  So perfectly British.  Teresa is charmed.

            The water heater and the electricity require pound coins to perform their magic.  Teresa checks her purse and counts five pounds.  She hopes they will be enough to keep her in light and hot water until tomorrow.  Pocketing her key, Teresa returns to her car for the groceries.  Milk, a loaf of bread, eggs, tea, sugar, apples, and a tin of biscuits should last her for a day or two.  Tomorrow she will take the tour of the Manor House.  It opens at ten a.m.

         The sun is slanting low through her window.  Teresa shuts it tight.  She takes two pounds and puts one in the slot on the water heater and the other she drops into the electric meter.  As the sun sets, she has some tea and biscuits while she waits for the water to heat.  She runs the bath and slides into deliciously hot water.  She is reading her Country Living magazine when there is a loud click and the lights go out.

            “Oh, shit!” Teresa mutters into the darkness.  She can see nothing at first.  After a minute or two her eyes adjust with the help of the faint light from somewhere outdoors.  She steps out of the bath, wraps herself in a towel, and feels her way to the door.  She knows the stairs are somewhere to the left.  Sliding one foot forward, then the other, she moves in the manner of an arthritic ice skater across the landing.  With her hands waving like insect antennae, she finally whacks the top of the stair rail with her wrist.  Teresa tries to picture the spiral staircase, but she can’t remember which way it turns.  It is even darker, if possible, in the stairwell as she creeps her toes to the edge of each step before lowering herself down.  She negotiates the turn successfully.  When her right foot feels a cool, wide piece of wood, she thinks she is at the bottom.  She steps out with her left and falls forward down the last two steps.

            Teresa slams on to the floor with a bone-cracking crash.  Her shoulder hits something.  Later she will know it was the leg of the coffee table.  She lies splayed on the floor, disoriented.  Every single body part hurts.  I’m too old for this, she thinks.  It’s one thing to fall when you’re a child, another when you’re sixty-three.  She doesn’t know where in the room she has fallen.  Wiping tears from her eyes, she is just able to make out the red glow of the water heater when the lights go back on.  She hears laughter, a woman’s voice, from the room next door.

            Hours later, bruises iced and with a flashlight beside the bed, Teresa falls asleep.

Barbie

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I wanted a Barbie doll.

I was twelve years old.

My mother commuted to a full-time job.

My father restlessly rested at home

from a heart attack

I must have told them

that I wanted a Barbie.

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I was in sixth grade in a new school,

after spending a year abroad,

on the road with my parents.

Did I tell them the kids thought

I didn’t speak English?

Did I tell them my clothes and hair and glasses

were all wrong?

I said I wanted a Barbie.

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My father said,

You’re too old to play with dolls.

He was right—sort of.

I was that horrible in-between age

when the dolls and fantasy games

didn’t satisfy anymore,

but nothing had come along to fill the gap

–except books.

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You’re too old to play with dolls.

I went to my room and cried

for my old self that used to be.

And he felt sorry, and went out

and chose a Barbie for me

with a platinum bouffant hairdo

and a slinky shocking pink cocktail dress

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I said “thank you” as I should

and never

played with it.

FirstFire

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(inspired by Fire by Joy Harjo)

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Oh, to be a night wind woman

star-singer, primal spark

riding the rolling air

in the cool high dark

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Oh, to be a night wind woman

wrapped in a shawl of allegory

gift of the hidden race

keeper of secrets and story

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Oh, to be a night wind woman

Mary Magdala’s daughter

bearer of truth and lightning

radiant comet, sacred water

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Oh, to be a night wind woman

in whom all life began 

spiral of the universe

imprinted on her hand

Overcast

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early morning

two birds in silhouette

beneath the big pine

wings outspread,

barely moving

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left side bird is larger

right side bird wobbles its wings

Crows’ strange mating ritual?

A standoff between two males?

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I stare, squint and puzzle

the brain adjusts the shadows

that become the heads

of two deer resting–

wing-shaped ears

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The armed soldier

is a sharecropper

mourning two sons

The immigrant cleaner

taught calculus

in her home country

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To question our brains’

perception–what

we think we see, know

truth lies deeper

Why Short Hair (at 15 breaths per minute)

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-wash it 2 or 3 times a week…..45 minutes, 675 breaths

-blow dry after wash…………….60 minutes, 900 breaths

-get haircuts……………………….30 minutes, 450 breaths

-get it permed……………………..90 minutes, 1350 breaths

-get highlights……………………..90 minutes, 1350 breaths

-check appearance daily in any

reflective surface…………………10 minutes, 150 breaths

-thinking about it daily.…………10 minutes, 150 breaths

Cat Dance at Midnight

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Bow to your partner, cuff her ear

Pounce on her tail, circle to the rear

Dos-si-dos, dodge and bite

Allemand left, kick to the right

Swing your partner upside down

One leap forward, turn around

Break apart, hiss and glare

Lick your fur, crouch and stare

Flick your tail, prepare to run

Then–

Stalk away as if you’ve won

Cat Time

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Awaken before first light

Consider:

cat asleep between knees

Disturb her to pee

or try to sleep again?

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Awaken before choosing:

surrender to stormy skies?

Trust the overgrown path?

How to know right,

left to the light

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Awaken before dying:

Is it possible?

warm in honeyed amber

puff of cotton fiber

breathe in waves

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Awaken in the present

where cats live

Now eat now sleep now

Climb the windowsill,

make holes in the screen

Can you see?

Out

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She took it all out

the good doctor did

baby-making equipment

inactive for years

now a threat of disease

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gone—those parts

that connected me

(forever)

to a boy and girl

parents themselves

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Who am I now?

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She took it all out

hoisted up the sagging bits

with sutures and ligaments

curving this torso like a shrimp

pink, bruised purple and green

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seven short incisions

only one gives the pain

that should accompany

such a loss

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What am I now?

When I was Beautiful

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my skin shone smooth and brown

I moved with thoughtless ease

grew my hair long and frizzy

wore skirts that skimmed my legs

sensuous as ribbons

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When I was beautiful

I thought sex might be love,

and love was elusive

my feet danced in circles

with an ignorant heartbeat

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When I was beautiful

I thought backward

to a slim gray cat

in a motherless home

holding a stone of grief

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When I was beautiful

I lived within the sound of waves

winter sunlight, summer fog

a harpist played next door

each morning a revelation

Who Is There?

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Feather silk sigh

Grass-scent                       wild

Rose petal         snow

Lift heart               lift breath

Hum becomes skin

whisper                sing in air

Time windfall

Nothing time

Spark of light

Blue spark         black spark

No need                                

all            given