Author’s Delight

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*Carl the Third, from Tangled in Magic, book 1

It happened at the library.  I was checking out a stack of books that my two grandchildren and I had selected.  At the other check-out counter, a forty-ish woman in a summer shirt and shorts held up three paperbacks.  I squinted at the covers.  They looked familiar.  Could it be?

I sidled up to the other counter, and yes!  “Those are my books!” I think I shouted.  I must have shouted, because the woman drew back, startled.  She seemed to think I wanted to take the books from her.

“No, no!” I explained (equally loudly, I’m afraid).  “I wrote them!  I’m the author!”

Understanding dawned on her face.  The library clerk grinned, adding, “She’s a local author!”

“My daughter is reading all of them,” the woman said.  “We asked Megan to order the last two.”  She pulled her smartphone out of her pocket.  “Can I take a picture?”

“Sure!” my smiled was wide. 

“Someone is reading my books,” I said to my grandchildren as we walked out the door.  “Somebody out there is reading the Karakesh Chronicles!”

What a gratifying experience for a writer!  I’m still bubbling with joy.

The five books in the Karakesh Chronicles series are available on Amazon or from the publisher, Handersen Publishing. 

Whisper

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His was a whisper of a life

lived distant from mine

the red-haired boy I knew

in fifth grade, moved away

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I thought him lovely,

with his hair and guitar

I wrote him in England

he wrote back—once

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He joined the music scene,

following his parents’ footsteps

Composed, sang, backed up

the famous and almost famous

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He faded out of my thoughts

over the years, then reappeared

in a box of old vinyl albums

in an antique store

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Name and face caught my eye

the album cover, red gold hair, beard

I bought it for ten dollars

looked him up on the internet

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He died at age 59, in 2011,

the year my granddaughter was born

A heart attack, so young

Drugs? Years of dissolution?

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His mother survived him by 5 years

Terrible, to outlive your child

How did he spend the years in between,

that boy I once knew?

At my desk

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my view of the street

three mobile homes

fit into the window’s frame

the dog walkers pass by

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bulgy senior women

leashed to

overweight chihuahuas

or mixed breeds with

Jack Russell ancestry

or a hairy poodle ball

with drippy eyes

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What is so appealing?

These dogs are appalling

ugly, squat,

beloved companions

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My cats are young now,

slim, healthy.

Someday, perhaps

all three of us

will be scruffy and flatulent,

too fat or too bony.

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So God bless people who

love ugly dogs

God bless the dogs who

love old people

God bless my cats

And God keep me from judging

Where

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Where

                  did he go,

that busy, silly man

with the terrible sense of humor?

Look into his eyes

dull, fogged windows.

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Where did he go

the fount of Irish blarney,

trim of leg but lacking rhythm?

Look at him now, silent

wheelchair bound.

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Where did he go,

my companion on Mexican highways,

the agreeable explorer?

Take his hands, warm and dry.

Hug the solid body of a person lost.

Miss him.

Love him.

Hold his truth and goodness

for him.

Music in the hour of waiting

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A youngish man, the music therapist

passes out maracas

to folks in wheelchairs, side by side,

many doze, a few eyes are open

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He glides through the oldies,

Patsy Cline Crazy, Everly Brothers Dream,

These boots are made for walkin’

under the boardwalk

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David, who rarely sits,

shuffles across the room,

smelling of shit—again—

Someone alerts the staff

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Leaving on a jet plane

no one here will fly anywhere

Talking ‘bout my girl

No one here talks much

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The music therapist always ends

with Amazing Grace, this being

a Catholic facility, those

who are here were once found,

but now are lost

high school reunion video, class of 69

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skirts four inches above the knee

long straight hair

ribbed sweaters, knee socks

panty hose, penny loafers

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khaki chinos, no jeans

Madras button-down shirts

pudding bowl Beatle haircuts

letter jackets football tennis

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lunch on the lawn

horseplay and hugging

Vietnam, the Rolling Stones

Homecoming queen

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Crushes and invisibility

(Never in a couple)

Clothes angst, hours doing hair,

Armloads of books

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The golden ones

Know they belong

We others watch

From the shadows

African Dance

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“My mother she one hundred three year old

She drive all over.  She so healthy.  Why?

She dance.  All the time, she dance.

You dance, you live long, long.”

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His luminous dark skin glows with sweat,

He grins, slaps a high five, “good job, good job”

Calls out a rhythm, “gaa-ga-ga-ga, left”

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The drum is so loud it sets off a warning on my watch.

Wide arm swings, fast foot stamps

Sweat rivulets down my temples

Heart pounds—can I keep up?

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I fling my arms, copy his gestures, his steps

Exhausted, exhilarated, big movements,

Breathe hard, hands high, rolling shoulders.

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Nothing outside the dance,

My arms, hands, catch my sight,

I’m startled that they aren’t brown,

The pale skin not mine.

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Perhaps a former lifetime revealed itself,

Or a future one.  The dance swallows me.

My diaphragm is the drum.  I express eternity.

Time/No Time

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Once in no-time

God gathered volunteers

from the star-souls

and sent them to planet earth

to take birth

as soft-shelled beings

God gave them free will

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Then the Divine Presence kicked back

to watch what would happen

God hoped, perhaps, that these

be-skinned creatures would quickly

recognize their divine natures

and build for themselves

communities of love and beauty

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Certainly God, being God and omniscient,

knew already what would happen.

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Did God weep as its human creations

made cities of ugliness, fought over metals

and plots of land, inflicting death and injury?

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Was this really what God wanted?

To wait and wait until a few people

perceived their Creator and their true source?

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God must have foreseen

that all would descend into chaos and ruin

and his precious experiment would fail.

Bean

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It looked like a black bean in the kitchen sink drain.

No one had eaten black beans—

not today, not yesterday

The bean unfurled one spiky leg, two legs,

then eight

A spider the size of a quarter

humped abdomen with a white dot in the center

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I recoil in horror

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What to do? Smash it? With what? A spoon?

No, too big for that approach—

Flush it back down the drain—yes!—with hot hot water

Run the water long to make sure

Put the rubber strainer in place

to keep the creature from reemerging

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This archetypal fear of arachnids

must be built into our genes

The sudden, heart-gasping fear

the shriek, the leap backward

then the defense: shoe attack, broom, or tennis racket

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Some braver souls capture and release

Not in this house

Errant spiders are forbidden to dwell here

dispatched by any means

never to squiggle across an arm

in the night