What I want to say to my grandchildren

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Your life-being is a garden.

 Your spirit is the gardener.

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Build a fence around your garden.

Imagine it: curling wrought iron,

split rail, chain link.

Make it unbreakable.

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Be sure to put in a gate.

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You choose what to plant:

vegetables that nourish the body?

fruit trees for life’s sweetness?

flowers to pleasure the soul?

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You decide who can come in.

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Will you open the gate

to Fear and Doubt?

They may dig up your seeds.

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Will you let Worry

Into your garden?

She may spoil the flowers

and chew up the leaves.

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What about Criticism

and Judgement?

Like a hailstorm

they can destroy everything.

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Others you may invite to stay:

Joy in her bonnet of fireflies

Love with its scarlet ladybugs. Peace,

sleeping under the squash leaves.

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So, beloveds, remember:

You are the gardener.

You

choose

who

comes

in.

Taking Shape

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I am the incomprehensible silence,*

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early morning mist whispers over the meadow

spider silk glistens from branch to mailbox

dew-dropped webs cloud the grass

goldenrod sparks yellow in first light

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I am cast forth on the face of the Earth.

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In my old slippers and last year’s trench coat

I walk the long gravel drive

and talk to God

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and…the voice of many sounds,

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Oh, Great Invisible, Mother Spirit,

(I don’t know to whom I speak)

who speaks in bird calls,

whistles, chirps, the swish of tires

a rustle of oak leaves

the sigh of the pines

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who will translate?

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 the word in many forms;

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Dig is the word

I hear

a garden.

Literal?

Metaphor?

Plant new seeds: delphiniums or determination?  Coreopsis or confidence?

Pull out weeds: purslane or self-pity? Nettles or negativity?

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Am I too old to do this alone?

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*excerpts from Thunder, Complete Mind, from the Nag Hammadi gnostic gospels, Why Religion? by Elaine Pagels

Deeper

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I’m in love with digging

The slice of the shovel blade

The crunch and rattle going down

I love how muscles lift and toss

Yellow-brown dirt, thick with clay

How the pile grows

Beside the hole

How the crisp wind swings branches

How white petals swirl

Land on my hat.

It’s deep enough, he says.

No, I say, and press the shovel hard

Wider and deeper

Fill the hole with rich dark soil chunks

From yellow bags

Break them soft and smooth

Set the lilac bush into the future.

Inhale, and plant hope.

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